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This is a notice that liferent has moved to tumblr. 
Although this wonderwall will be defunct, I will leave it here for memories sake as well as to join livejournal groups.

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Maybe you think that I'm still young, that I don't know what love is ( Read more... )

You know what keeps me going? What keeps me going is that even when I feel so ugly, unwanted and unloved? You. You're always there with a reassuring hug or a shoulder to cry on. You never minded when I cried until I soaked you with my tears, or when I'm just quietly sniffling when we're on the phone. The concern you show me never fails. I love how ( Read more... )

With the passing of this half-year mark, I am going to work hard. I am going to pursue holiness, and to bring glory to God. No more self-glorification, no more scorning. No more of the old man and pleasures of the world. I am in the world, but I am not of it.

Not anymore.
(;

 I still just want to be happy.

The two strongest forces in this world is death and love. But love overcomes all things.
I'm so afraid of the world, but I'm staying alive. The dead cannot praise nor love, and I don't want anybody to cry because of me.

it's just awhile, ily.  

I feel like eating shepherd's pie. I think Jiale makes nice shepherd pie. I wanna eat baby's cooking. And I didn't relish my chee cheong fun in gusto for the first time in my life ): I think I'm ill.

Dear God, please please please, I pray, don't let me be _. And teach me how to be real to You again. It's driving me crazy. Satan sucks. 

I am such a bitch it's amazing. Go take a look at yourself in the mirror, you horrible creature, and repent.
God, forgive me. It's horrible, and I really pray I don't have it, or anything wrong. Let me be perfect before You again, You know what I (we) want, and You can help us get it.

I know you can, Jesus. 
Help us.
Please.

I can conclude that I am really very very very lucky.I told Jovi that Jiale's going to be my best man at the wedding, and that he can have a bridesmaid instead. This is going to be the speech that Jiale's going to give.

J:
Hi. I am Tessa's best friend. And she's a slut. I've got nothing much to say about her,
but if you want to know more,
you should ( Read more... )