ok so im writing in my lj even though i havent forever because no one reads this anyway and i just need to rant ( Read more... )

so yea im sittin at moms once again. cant really say how im feeling right now. its kinda hard because crystal is gettin these texts from this chick that she flirts with and they are pretty slutty. i dunno i guess im not suppose to care because we are in an "open relationship" but its still hard not to care. i dunno whatever ( Read more... )

so i guess i should update and just start it off with im going to hell. ok rewind im at moms....thats crystals mom by the way...but yes fast forward again ( Read more... )

why do i do it? why do i look at her xanga every chance i get? i read all her entires then feel like shit afterwards. god i hurt her so bad. i cant believe it. i never wanted to hurt her ( Read more... )

ok so yes its true...crystal and i are no longer together ( Read more... )

so im sitting here at the 'puter...."in one of those chatrooms" as my mom says. whatever mom ( Read more... )

so im at my babys dorm room. staying here for the weekend. shes at ku for college. its been a pretty good time. yesterday we went out to eat with johnny then just hung out here. today we went to a womens soccer game, ku vs. drake, ku won 2-1. that was pretty cool. then we went to the union and got a lil something to eat. after that we walked around ( Read more... )

so im at my babys house yet again we are lookin through a "all about me" book. its pretty funny bc i cant answer the questions bc im dumb. but yes i love her and she leaves here on the 14th. I DONT WANT HER TO LEAVE!!!!!!!!! i miss her already ( Read more... )

well im at my babys house...crystal i love u! ur the greatest! kisses! and it has been interesting week. went shopping with crystal for her dorm room stuff with her dad, j, and robin. her dad was a fuckin ass the entire time! it kinda sucked but she was happy at the end so thats all that matters ( Read more... )

well of course as soon as i learn how to post pictures my camera breaks. fucker. but anyways not a lots been going on lately. just workin. my paycheck is gonna kick ass next week! im just broke till i get it ( Read more... )