So Steve is out in the field again (what's new). And I am getting really sick of work. I am sick ALL the time because our building has black mold and they wont do jack shit about it, but I cant afford to quit. Anyway....there's 3 months and 22 day's left till Kaden is born and I am SO ready for it. Being pregnant and waiting sucks. I am so tired of ( Read more... )

So I am gunna start to update this thing more often so I can kinda keep track of the baby through the computer and through paper. But the computer is safe just in case anything happens to the paper ( Read more... )

So, theres only 34 more days till me and Steve get married. I have to say, as soon as a few people might think it is, I'm confident that saying yes to him was the best choice I have ever made in my life. I have never felt more cared about or more comfortable and safe with ANYONE (including friends and family). He makes me feel so wonderful, so sure ( Read more... )

Some of you already know...like, two of you on here. But I got the permission to tell everyone. Steve said he wants everyone to know and I am fucking SO ungodly excited! He asked me to marry him before he left and we kinda kept it on the downlow coz I wasnt sure whether he wanted to wait to tell people when he got back or not, but I got a letter ( Read more... )

I havent updated since summer....which is wierd because I used to be addicted to this thing ( Read more... )

I look at my diploma and think..."I made it." Its so fucking wierd. I'm actually graduated from high school. Well, alots been going on lately besides that. I have been feeling horribly depressed. I hate how all these stupid little girls are all over Jordan. I hate feeling like I cant compare to them. He tells me it doesnt matter and I'm the ONLY ( Read more... )

oh, one of the best parts of the concert ( Read more... )

Last night was the best fuckin concert I have EVER been too. DAN O DAY FUCKING JUMPED OFF STAGE AND HUGGED ME! Well, he was jumping into the crowd, but he hugged me! Jordan Wright told him he loved him and hes like "I love you". Hahahaha. Him and Patti Botox paid most attention to US and gave US the mic to sing into and sang to US! Zach and Rob ( Read more... )

Yeah Bitches!!!! I love my baby ;)

(Too bad Jordan doesnt...lol)

(uh...YEAH!)

(I agree hahaha)

**Edit - I decided I dont want to put that survey up. So yeah...