Things finally seem to be looking up. I never want this feeling to end. Steef and me have made up. So have me and Jacob. And me and Claire are just having the best times with each other recently. Like always. We can have a right good talk. She's the best! I can bet this feeling won't last after the holidays but I'm hoping more than ever that it ( Read more... )

So today's been crap. Ended up doing fuck all. I have an inset day tommorow though. Although that'll make me not wanna go back to school even more! Even though I only have like 12 days left of it anyway lol. Not including weekends. Just listening to Kasabian :). I need an AIM username but can't think of one! Ah I well need a back massage! Me back ( Read more... )

dunno why i'm posting another thing. don't really know what to say. oh well. i feel so empty. i just wanna be loved. my mum keeps saying she's gonna send me away for the holidays because she can't deal with the stress of me. if my dad wasn't with that bitch i'd so love to live with him. but she's so horrible to me. no one understands cos i don't ( Read more... )

interesting day. saw Nick for a few hours today which was quite cool. went and got tickets to go to Rock City then realised i can't go cos i really have NOTHING to wear! i really wanna go but i don't have anything to wear! i'd be so outa place you know? so that sucks! but omg he looked sooooooo fit today lol seriously! he gives the biggest hugs ( Read more... )

do ppl jsst reli hate me this much?? it seems like with every guy i meet. they use me. hate me. n give up on me. they dnt even like me 2 start wif. i cryed so much last nite. he cudnt even tell me himself. i jst tried 2 b happy 2day at skool so no1 wud notice i was even remotely upset. it was hard tho. god this song reminds me so much of the guy i ( Read more... )

crap day 2day as usual. got told off in nearly every lesson. nuthin much else 2 say. i love sum1 4eva n eva n eva n eva. he knows hu he is bt probs dnt care!! omg there is this technician at our skool hu i av a crush on (hes fukin gorgeous), 24 called ian n in IT last 2 lessons this fukin rudie (mate of a mate!!) told him that i like him i jst ran ( Read more... )

Do ppl jst insist on using me?? n lyin 2 me 24/7?? the guy i love. so not the guy i thought he was. im so head over heels in love with him. i cnt let go. bt hes so bad 4 me. he always tells me he aint worth it. he treats me like shit most of the time. i always tell him how much i love him. he jst laffs in my face. says "yeah alrite i no". i try so ( Read more... )

i dnt no bout u bt my day was shit. bin thinkin bout the 1 i luv a lot!! n ive bin soooooooo ill girls u understand!! i was almost sick agen 2day aswell. i felt betta in the afternoon tho :S. no i aint preggerz i no that 4 definate lol. neway i had crap lessons n forged a note 2 say i cudnt do p.e. was gonna go home bt on my way out a teacher asked ( Read more... )