I realize that I have not given my avid readers an insight into the compelling saga that is my life for a very long time, but I feel that recent events warrant an update. In the past week our neighbors moved out which I find uplifting because they are like all the other freaks in this twisted world... they enjoy life. I'm glad to see them go. The ( Read more... )

As I walked through the rain today on my way to class I looked about the gloomy world around me and realized that it is a metaphor for my life. The leaves have all fallen off the trees and everything is withering and dying much like myself, although I have been dying all my life. But I suppose such is the nature of all things, our world included. ( Read more... )

So as you are probably aware, when someone suggests to someone to kill themselves, they often tell them to go jump off a bridge. But the way I see it, you're not going to die unless you hit the water just right. The way to get around it is tie something heavy to you or just do it if you can't swim. But I think there's a much better way to do it: a ( Read more... )

A few weeks ago, my true love had several seizures at the hands of her "frineds". They knew she is epileptic, but they turned on a strobe light. Then several minutes after the first one, they did it again. What is wrong with them? Why would anyone in their right minds do that to someone? She turned silver as a result of the seizures, which I have ( Read more... )

Fuck ska kids. Like the dude with the Blurty account, smulletdude(http://www.blurty.com/~smulletdude). What the fuck is his problem? But I already know that. I knew that when I went to high school with him. I know it now too, because I still have to put up with him. He had to decide ( Read more... )

Why can't you fucks stop acting like your so different from me, so special. You tell me that I need to cheer up and just relax. You say all I need is another girlfriend, one that isn't a bitch like that last one(motherfucking whore). All you pricks who felt the same way as I did no more than 3 months ago. And now you pretend you have found true ( Read more... )

So I went to Best Buy with one of my "friends" today. Though he is my friend, I also hate him because he's one of those damn "I love life" ska kids. He got the new CD by the fuckheads Reel Big Fish, entitled Cheer Up. Just the name pisses me off. Why would anyone want to cheer up, especially when listening to fucking happy ska. The only time ( Read more... )

Last night, when I could no longer stand the laughter the world throws in my direction, I curled up in my sock drawer to get away from eveyone and everything. I cried myself to sleep as is often the case. As I laid there contemplating the unfairness of life and letting the tears flow, inspiration struck me to write a poem ( Read more... )

I began crying earlier today than usual. I realized that the girl I have been absolutely in love for the past two days doesn't recognize my existence I realized today. So I was somehow able to maintain my apparent shell until I had made it back to the privacy of my dorm room. I am just relieved to have been able to hide my real emotions from my one ( Read more... )

I watched the Happy Tree Friends today and I liked it because it portrays death... and isn't life really just the long and agonizing journey towards death? However I believe that some people, possibly even the makers of the Happy Tree Friends think it is funny and not just reality. It is the title that give me that impression. I believe that the ( Read more... )