I seem to disappoint myself. It feels as though I've lost most of my friends, well, not lost but feel as though I'm not as close a friend anymore. I think it's mainly because I work a lot but it just really sucks. Maybe I just don't try hard enough, or maybe it's the complete opposite. I don't know.

Well apparently it's depression week, so why not go with the flow. I don't know what's bothering me. I feel like one of my better friendships, like I said earlier in the year, is coming to an end. I feel like I was used as a stepping stone to a faultering friendship in order to help them overcome their differences and reconcile. Apparently I ( Read more... )

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning ( Read more... )

Well, it feels that a friendship could come to an end shortly due to lack of communication. Soon after I was insulted by this rather close friend for not going to school this semester, might I add this was a heated argument, I realized that she must not care about my strong feelings towards this particular situation. I could not believe she ( Read more... )

How You Life Your Life
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( ) Smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

Well my trip with Mr. Bill to St. Louis was fun. We got down there Friday night and stayed in a great hotel, courtesy of my parents. Thanks rents! On Saturday we woke up and headed to Anheuser Busch for a free tour. Mr. Bill was a little bummed because we didn't get to see the bottling, but it was fun. We're going back in a couple years for ( Read more... )

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ok, update to come soon....someone remind me...