hey dad, shut up. turn everything over to god? is god going to feed my baby and pay for health insurance and pay for rent and gas and traffic tickets? god won't do anything but listen to me cry myself to sleep ( Read more... )

I thought he was a face man. I thought other girls didn't turn him on. I had myself convinced that I was the only one he thought was sexy. I was only jealous of cassie because she's everything I wanted to be. I thought he was so different. I felt so safe. but now I just feel sick. I never thought I'd be this hurt by pictures of strangers. with any ( Read more... )

I can't eat without him. I can't sleep wihtout him. I can't even watch TV without him. I find myself staring at walls a lot. That's something we never did together ( Read more... )

I have a hard time getting checked out by guys. I'm very obviously pregnant. At this point, it's about respect. I will not fuck you carrying another man's child. Don't assume so. It's gross. This doesn't happen a lot. In fact, I get checked out a lot less than I used to. Which is great. It's just the two times a day that I come across a complete ( Read more... )

He's the only person that's ever meant anything to me. I wish I'd stop being so afriad of that ( Read more... )

the original plan for fall of 2008 ( Read more... )

I told my dad I was pregnant and he decided to nix first class and drive his new sports car down the West Coast. Did I mention he dragged me along? It was fine. I mean, Seattle was beautiful. Perfect. Shopping was amazing. The view was great. The air was clean. There's an err of sophistication there that I haven't felt anywhere else. Then we headed ( Read more... )

Brock and Maddi are freaking out. I went over to Brock and Tyler's last night to swim and drink and smoke and socialize. It was nice. But when I took off my sweater with my swimming suit underneath, they freaked. My ribs are more visible than I thought. You can see my spine. I acted like I agreed with them and that it was disgusting and I promised ( Read more... )

Keegan died. Keegan died. Keegan died ( Read more... )

We're working things out. Still haven't gotten my period. But Weston brought up that it's probably from the lack of nutrients. He went through my room and threw away everything that "could have a negative effect on my recovery." I don't think so homeboy. I dig the shock factor. And of course he's pretending to care. He wants back in my pants. But I ( Read more... )