HEY GUESS WHAT! apparently im too nice of a guy for anyone to date me. im just friend material. Ha you people make me laugh. i cant wait till you marry an asshole and realize youve been looking for the wrong qualities.

wait..... was that mean? oh well i really can care less its the story of my life.

Holy hell i never thought i would be here again writing in livejournal. But im at the point where i dont have anyone else to talk to and i need to get some shit out. What does this entry entail you ask? well duh, another girl problem ( Read more... )

girl problem number 2345982094863 has finally gone away.

Only to allow

girl problem number 2345982094864 to come into play!

What the fuck am i? an assembly line?

Story of my mother fucking life. Girls say they want someone who cares, but when that person comes along they are their own hypocrite

(thanks maria for helping me spell hehe)

i take back everything i have said in my recent entries, yes some of them needed to be said but i realized that its not all about me and she has been there for me as a great friend when i am recovering from my surgery and i will always be there as her friend too.

how do i tell her what she did to me when i want so bad to be back where we were again? for some reason i just cant stand to hear about her being with someone else. this is taking all of the strength and willpower out of me and i just want a happy life again.......with her

so everytime i break away the barriers i have put around my heart a knife stabbs it again and again untill i put them back up. Why cant life be like those storybook romance's where the guy finds this unbelieveable girl who makes his world turn around and they live happily ever after. Well i thought i had found that girl but i guess things werent ( Read more... )

How can i live like this? with all that we have shared. i have shown you all of who i am... Is that not good enough? If it is, please reassure me, there are not enough words in any language to describe the feelings i get when i am around you. you make me the happiest i have ever been, what did i do for this sudden change of scenery???? I can't just ( Read more... )

Sitting here day by day not knowing why you make me feel this way ( Read more... )

i really just want to cry right now, my emotions have gone in more directions than there are on a compass. i want this to end i have to know what is going on.

ok so i know its been a while but some things just HAVE to be written down. Ive tried talking to people and getting their advice which is all good and everything but i felt the strong need to put this in my journal ( Read more... )