Here's the thing. I encourage everyone around me to have an open dialogue with me about their relationship with me, whether they like me, dislike me, don't understand, whatever. Here's the thing.

I may hear what you have to say, take a moment and be like "you know what you're right. That's prickish. I never thought of it as prickish before because ( Read more... )

I wish that breaking up with Eric Miller could have been the aha moment, the solution. Whatever. I wish that my happily ever after was also the cure for crushing clinical depression. It's been a long, strange, fast, magical, insane, terrifying, world-shattering, world-building few years. I feel like I must have grown in there somewhere. I'm in a ( Read more... )

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So I've decided to set some goals for myself ( Read more... )

I'm really not perfect, but I feel like my crimes are so minor compared to the things you've done and said to me, the silent treatments I never started, the crying, and hitting yourself, and hitting things. The taking your anger out on my cat, the making me feel like shit all the time for liking him. I know these are behaviors you've worked really ( Read more... )

I think i know what the problem is but I'm too chicken to really look it in the eyes right now. 

This would mostly be to practice my technique for when Caitlin and I finally get our shit together, but I was thinking about my life, and the fact that I've been horribly depressed about it lately ( Read more... )

I promise it's not all that awful I just think it's important to get that shit out of your system somehow, to get it somewhere where you can't just pretend you're not having issues and you actually have to face your issues.

All that aside school has got me pretty crazy stressed, so I'm going to make a to-do list for myself here.

Mythology
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I know this is silly and no one will probably ever find this, but in light of recent events, I feel like people should know how I want to be treated in death. Not that I'm planning on dying anytime soon, but it's Colorado in the winter and shit happens ( Read more... )

You know your relationship is in trouble when you literally have a countdown app that's counting down the days when your lease is up because then you don't have to try and make it work anymore ( Read more... )