Wow school sucks, i cant stand it lately. The beginning of this semester has sucked royal dick so far. Right now I am asking myself if switching over to being undelclared was even worth it. I know i couldnt take any of the music classes because i know thats not what i want to major in anymore, but at the same time i am wondering if im gunna know ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i last updated. Time has gone by so fuckin fast, i sometimes can not believe that i am already back in school for my second semester. the vacation went by in a flash. I must say that i had alot of good times with the crew. There were plenty of good times and some bad. but hey thats just how life is i guess. Things ( Read more... )

now the day sucked dick in the beggining because i took a ridiculously hard theory final and i am praying really hard that i passed that fuckin test. anyway aside from that i came home and played halo 2 online for likd 3 hours straight. i love that game. went online and i spoke to someone that i havent spoken to in over 4 months. Jill. it was ( Read more... )

So the weekend was pretty nice. my date saturday night was very nice. work sucked today. got home and started my work. Just as i start typing my fuckin papers i find out that one of my friends from high school died in a car crash. some of you might know him, Gerard Ericson. He was a good friend of mine back when we were in our junior year ( Read more... )

so today was pretty good. another day of non stop singing. 4 hours of non stop singing can really drain you. i only have two more days to go with this shit and then i have 2 final and i am home free home. concert coming up this friday. should be fun. i dont really know what to write tonight. wateva maybe later i will come up with something ( Read more... )

so today was such a big waste of time lol as usual. i had no theory today so i was ablt to sleep until 1130 today. that was pretty sick. chamber singers sucks my left ass cheek. only two more rehursals to go and a concert, then i am finished with that shit for a nice long 35 day winter break. i cant wait to see everyone, its gunna be a good ( Read more... )

i will not fall into you trap again. i will not go back to being depressed like i was in the beginnin of the school year. I will stay strong and continue to be happy. i will not fall to depression again. depression will not get the best of me this time. I will fight off these feelings of lonliness and regain my composure, i will not miss what ( Read more... )

oh god i cant wait for this week to end. i cant wait until all of this school shit is fuckin over. so tired of singing.

Im fine

Fuck