Well this is the time of the month that I am daunted by work. I need to crank it out. And of course it's on the day that I have an hour long meeting, and went to bed after 1am. Not good. Sore throat, and eyes the keep rolling into the back of my head. Fuckkkkkk I just want a vacation. I don't think Traverse will be enough.

 Well, it's finally Friday. It pretty much feels  like a wasted week. My brain has been all over the place. Yesterday was productive on a personal level at least. I got some work done, enjoyed a couple episodes of Grey's, took Heidi and Adam on a long walk, cooked homemade chili and cornbread, ran on the treadmill, and hung out with Adam. That's ( Read more... )

I've had headaches for about a week now. My insurance doesn't kick in until Monday and it's the shittiest insurance I've had. I basically have to pay for the first 1250 out of pocket and then certain percentages of things after that. So i have an HSA set up to start saving towards it...but it just makes me freaked out do have any kind of medical ( Read more... )

 A little meaningless, quick writing so my brain starts to function...apparently my fingers too ( Read more... )

 I am just going to say a bunch of things because livejournal is taunting me. I wish I could write a poem so badly. My last couple attempts felt far below mediocre ( Read more... )

 It was something that an author said about a short story entry on NPR. I think she said more than she realized. At least it rang true in my personal life.

I am taking a few minutes out of my work time, purposefully to write here. I figure if I can focus on getting all the things on my mind out of it, maybe I will be able to do my work more ( Read more... )

Pink city haze
On the night skyline;
There are no constellations,
Just bright lights
Across the bay.

These man-made stars
Guide me
To someplace I never thought
I would be.

It's too much. I thought i was going to get a break here. New job, pay off the bills...instead I paid them off and started fresh at a pretty bad time it seems. In the past week, I have almost depleted myself ( Read more... )

I had a nice dinner  with Emma and her "gay husband" Jay. They are both smart and equally complicated people, which makes them perfect to talk to. Immdediately, Emma wanted to know how my visit was with Aaron. Jay, not knowing anything about this situation, was explained things in an insufficient nutshell. He understood and apparently had a similar ( Read more... )

 Well my first day of working from home is over. It was a hectic day and my brain is tired. I am a good writer, though. I'm realizing that. And I'm realizing I'm pretty damn lucky to have what I have ( Read more... )