so I've been here a whole month now! It almost feels like home and I can say that I'm definately settled into my new lifestyle, even tho I'm a bit of a stay-at-home, I kinda like it. I do spend time out of the house every day tho, I think it's just coz I spend a lot of time by myself that sometimes I feel like I haven't. But I do like to be by ( Read more... )

I miss Pete so much. I feel like I never should have left and that I'm never going to see anyone again and that I'll especially never see him. And ah! I'm just going crazy with all this stuff that's going through my head. But I know it's all irrational. But the other part of my brain just keeps thinking it, even though one half is screaming at the ( Read more... )

I have been having the weirdest most vivid dreams. It always happens before something good/exciting/dramatic/catastrophic happens. So I'm slightly on edge about it. Before I moved up here, for exactly a week I kept having these dreams about all my friends dying, in all these different, graphic ways. It absolutely freaked me out, and then once I got ( Read more... )

so i can't even think where to start with this whole thing ( Read more... )

After another incredibly slack strech, I have come crawling back to update again. I have basically done nothing except work and save for my next (most financially devastating) life stage: Uni. Today I am sad. Because everyday is the same. I am waiting around to be able to move and I am tired of being here. Sarah moved to the city and escaped before ( Read more... )

So I have been incredibly slack and haven't updated for ages... However I have been really busy so that does make up for it somewhat. I've been working 6 or 7 days a week for the last few weeks and so have a lot of money which I have been both spending and saving. Hopefully in two more weeks I'll have enough for a lap top! yay! becuase I won't have ( Read more... )

Today an electrician came to fix everything! Wow! So now the powerpoints in the kitchen all turn on AND off! and we have a smoke alarm which works all the time and doesn't make weird 'I'm dying' noises ( Read more... )

Well! I just got a letter saying that if I enrol at Monash I'll have a "Student Support Bursary" yay yay yay! So today has been a happy day. I've worked, which means I'll have some money in my account on pay day, and I think there's supposed to be a breeze picking up tonight to break the suffocating stillness which made my job today feel like a ( Read more... )

I have done well enough that I will get into one of my top 4 preferences. Factoring in rural consideration and "difficult family circumstances" (oh so eloquently put), I'm hoping to get into my third preference. Yes, Law is such a bitch to get into. But the waiting game has started all over again. Such fun.

Mum bought really yuk pineapple juice. Sad. I've just woken up from a nap before I start my next shift at a different place. So strange. I wish I could work like this during the week. But it seems its only on weekends that people want me to work. And I told one of my bosses that I have another job and that I'm probably going to leave and he got ( Read more... )