You're not as beautiful as I remember. Because beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And others are unbelievable now.

I'm free to see.

Hey there dream girl. Come out of the woodwork. I'm dying to hold you in my arms. I'm breaking at the seams ready to spoil you rotten. My hearts ready to start a life. All I'm missing is you. I'm sorry that it wont be easy but I know you'll stand with me. I can't wait to tell you how beautiful you are. You'll be the most beautiful woman I ever see ( Read more... )

so far... I've got it in my head that I'm only making things worse.
Im potentially less attractive
I'm a sexual outcast
I'm tired
I'm cranky
I'm poor
I'm miles away from the chance at surgery
and I'm miserably alone.

thank god I did this.

and POOF!!! out of nowhere... SLAP IN THE FACE! awesome ( Read more... )

noticed belly over jeans today. stomach suddenly filled out to santa-ness. Goddamnit. Rec here I come! just in time for the holidays! WOO. never felt worse :(
I hate that T likes to have SPURTS of change

Gaining friends! allllright! Guess I should write things ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot! I can't believe I almost called him... again. I have to keep away from him.
But on the upside I'm ALMOST done with school. SO CLOSE!!

im lonely... if i have anyone they have to be around... be willing to appear when im having a shitty day
or a great one

I go to Miami University and recently I did another classroom panel (psych class) with the GLBTQS(I)A on campus, and a guy came up to speak to me after the class got out. our conversation is summed up in this approximation of what he said ( Read more... )

MY T CAME IN THE MAIL! I feel like a new man
now to save for the doc appts necessary to get more than the vial i have