potential live in chi ( Read more... )

I've been up and in pain all night. I'm bleeding. Fuck shit goddamn. I've been off my T too long and now I'm turning into a gutted fish and I'm nauseated and i cant get warm or cool enough and I can barely move, and I cant sleep a bit. I'm in so much pain its unbelievable right now ( Read more... )

Its been a particularly long week ( Read more... )

TOO SOBER

ER makes me cry :( / :)

so.. I'm a big one tree hill fan. DANS HEART GOT EATEN BY A DOG! oh vindication!
also dan acting in the most recent episode is the worst acting ive seen. ever. most likely

After a long heart bearing conversation, a twice as long life discussion with Rachel who was one of the first of my "keepers" (the people who've been deemed necessities to my survival, shes on year 9, WOW), and a short panicked discussion about how I'm fucked with James I've come to a few decisions, and reactions:
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ok shes right. I cant just let myself think that I'M the one to be the exception to the rule. I didn't know she cared. I didn't know she'd gotten invested. I didn't know she wasn't just jerking me around ( Read more... )

today is not my day. I probably shouldnt have un-friendsd KBD. I probably shouldnt have gotten so drunk. I probably shouldnt burn through some of the booze in my apt tonight. But I will anyway because I'm stupid, and comfortable with that today.

What do you miss most about your ex ( Read more... )