*Stupid Cupid Stop Pickin on Me*

what will be, will be- if its gonna happen, it will; if its not gonna happen, it won't. there's no need to push it.

what will be, will be...

how can something that feels so right be so wrong?

and how do we say goodbye when neither of us wants to?

i was lookin at some of my old entries and i'm confused a lot. i guess i don't really have to be.. i'm not right now- i know exactly what i need to do... now i'm just being stubborn. but really, i do have the best friends ( Read more... )

so yea today was my first day at bonanza. i miss britt's, but i really do like workin there so far as i can tell. the ppl are really nice, and i think it'll be easier than britt's. but yea, i really do miss britt's when i think about it. it was really weird workin somewhere else ( Read more... )

... it's hard not to go to great lengths to put myself back there, in your arms... if i thought that was what you really wanted, i would go to those lengths... but, if that was what you really wanted, i wouldn't have to...

ok, so i have yet to write about colorado. i may never get around to it, who knows. but get this- when luke, a guy who ended up bein one of my best friends out there, first met me, he didn't know i was w/ ppl2ppl, but i knew he was- he said he thought i was like 20. i was like whoa. but u kno, i figured, whatever, this kid's whack. well today when ( Read more... )

wow. colrado was a blast. i have never had so much fun in my life. crazy crazy times. but man i am so tired bc we were insane busy out there, and then the last nite i got barely and hour of sleep. but the extreme exhaustion was so worth it. soo sooo worth it ( Read more... )

well not too much has happened since the last time i updated, but i figured i should update in one of these uneventful times so yall wouldn't think my life is completely insane ( Read more... )

it's so nice to be home. i drove back this afternoon. i left from norfolk cause we went to the SEAL reunion at the base. that was nice. lol. actually, it was hilarious. first it was cool seein my dad with all of his buds. all the guys who he's been out there all over the world with. i talked to rudy, that dude from survivor.. apparently he and dad ( Read more... )

i was almost afraid to come to va this time. i knew that we'd be goin to this conference at church, and even tho i hadn't personally heard of the guy speakin, i knew that no matter what, i would be challenged, just bc i have been doin so poorly lately ( Read more... )