well i made it to VA alive. i don't even wanna talk about the few days before i left. i did get to go to the movies with david and spend the nite with lauren. that was nice. i also got to see shel right before i left. that was nice as well... now i am at my dad's. i don't know what i am going to do. i need to make $150 before i leave for CO. i need ( Read more... )

well today was fun. i'm rather crispy at the moment, but it's worth it. ok so yea, today we went to the beach.. it was me, lauren, hanna, andrew, and nate. the water was really nice, so we swam, and of course, we laid out ( Read more... )

yep. that's about how i feel about the month of july thus far.. i feel like i could say, "my dog died", and that would explain it all... i'm so... eghhh.. today we cooked dinner for andrew, so we had chicken parmesian and like mac n cheese and all. it was really good. mom and scottie and sean left this mornin.. so now its just me and john... today ( Read more... )

so yea i had to put my pony down today.. that was sad... it is so depressing to have to put a pet to sleep.. but i don't really wanna dwell on that.. i don't like dealing with that thought.. david says i'm heartless.. i say i just don't like dealing with how i feel ( Read more... )

yesterday would have been an almost fun day, if it hadn't been for the fact that it was not at all what i had planned... at all.... what a disappointment.. you see, i know better than to expect anything, than to ever get my hopes up... and yet, i screw up and begin to look forward to something, and i get screwed over ( Read more... )

i don't think that i've ever felt worse.. i don't think that my mom and i have ever ever ever been on such bad terms.. i don't even wanna travel with her to NC... she doesn't believe me, and the worst part is i can see why she would doubt me. but the thing is that i'm not lyin, and i couldn't even if i wanted to, which i don't.. i don't think i've ( Read more... )

ok this is somethin shelly and i talked about today.. its never made any sense at all to me why like the people sellin stuff like sun-in for your hair and all, they're all like, "it brings out the natural color of your hair." umm, i hate to break it to you, but, unless you've died your hair, and then u wouldn't need sun-in, your hair IS ITS NATURAL ( Read more... )

well today the crap officially hit the fan... so yea, i walk into britts, actually i was in the process of looking for andrew cause i'd found ANOTHER can of spray paint in my car somewhere. ANYWAY i walk in and jessica is like oh frannie ashley is soo mad at you. i was like what in the world is this about? shes like, yea she was in here and told me ( Read more... )

he gets to me like none other i can't explain it.. i don't understand it...

well i had an entry ready, but as never fails, i got knocked off right before i put it in.. either way, i'm not plannin on writin it all down again.. so yea ( Read more... )