all my transcripts are sent in [except for brandeis, cuz that's not due for a bit..] which means that i might be hearing from pitt soon, idk how long it takes for the transcripts to actually get to the schools or how long it takes them to review applications.  either way, i'm happy.  which is good, cuz my mom and i were about to smack a bitch in ( Read more... )

i could type my information into some sort of financial aid calculator and brandeis could tell me how much money they'd give me if i was accepted.  i'm debating doing early decision there, but financial aid is a big thing with that school...seeing as that their tuition is around $45,000.  i'm doing an interview there while im in boston, so maybe ( Read more... )

so...yes, i am that kid who gets sick at the homecoming semi-formal without ever going near alcohol.  it's okay, though...because it's not like i've never experienced a homecoming dance.  i'm super bummed about missing the senior dance for the last time, but...again, it's not like i hadn't done it before.  plus, i think the memories from this past ( Read more... )

this week has been one of THE most amazing weeks of my life.

i'm loving it so much.

dress up days have been incredibly.

senior dance was fantastic.

and i'm so excited for tomorrowwww!!!!

okay, bye.

this weekend...no, this week has been so good!  firstly, i might be going to boston at the end of november with my friend alex, which would be freakin awesome!  then friday night dinner with palm, caitlin m and her boyfriend ben was amazing [really good chinese food + extremely smart people = best time ever!].  after, i watched 1408 with my mom, ( Read more... )

so i got through the week!  idk, it's been...without meaning to sound offensive if i do...one bipolar week for me.  one day i'm ecstatic, the next i'm crying myself to sleep.  i think i'm doing  a lot better now.  i got a lot of it out thursday night, and now i'm not hurting as much as i had been before.  things are really, really  good between us ( Read more... )

woooo, today was much better than the past few have been.  i'm still hurting, but it's a lot less than before.  i'm starting to get back into the swing of things, which is good.  it does help that my class rank is AMAZING!  i'm sorry, i really don't want to rub it in, but it just makes me so happy and i really am proud of myself.  (yeah...i'm ( Read more... )

not that that comes to much of a surprise, but it still sucked.  i really don't want to go back to school tomorrow, my mom said that we'll "talk about it".  I'm pretty sure i'll just make sure i win in the end.  i know it sounds so weak, but i just don't wanna do it.  i need to be alone, cooped up in my room...just for a little while.

i'm sorry that ( Read more... )

sooo, mike and i broke up.
i wrote a huge thing for my xanga, but seeing as no one really reads this...and those who do read it don't talk to me much anymore, i'm not gonna go into it very much.

i'm fine, that's pretty much all i have to say. we're still best friends, so that's good.

yepp..

i don't even know how i feel about senior year right now.  Like, i LOVE being a senior...but sometimes i'm just like "okay, let's get to college already" and then two seconds later i don't want to leave.  yuck, i hate rapid changes in emotions, but i feel like i'm going to have to get used to it...that it's going to be a common theme throughout the ( Read more... )