two years.  two years it's been, and i cant believe it.  two years since i lost you.  two years since i lost the person i thought would be my best friend for the rest of my life, only to be let down and left in the dust.  two years since i've hit rock bottom, and gotten myself back to the top.

i've come so far in the past two years.  i've learned ( Read more... )

RENT yesterday was pretty good, but not as good as when i saw it in nyc.  i got a tank top, it's exciting :D  anyways, the guy who played roger = HUGE disappointment.  idk how the casting director[s] could make such a huge mistake.  yes, i like how they stuck to the original casting by casting the part of roger to an actual singer/songwriter, but ( Read more... )

IM FUCKING GOING TO SEE RENT TODAY.

im pumped.  even though i've already seen it, it's still my favorite musical EVER.  although i heard the guy who plays roger has an english accent...how can you have an english accent if you live in alphabet city in new york?  doesn't make sense...but i hope it doesnt bother me too much.

after that, mike and i are ( Read more... )

so i didnt get into musical.  and im stressing out about everything right now.  and i took a chunk out of my knuckle and im bleeding like crazy.  and i dont want to go to school tmrw and mikes mad at me cuz of that.  and today just sucked.

hopefully ill get that personal day tmrw.  and no, its not cuz i didnt get into musical...its just everything ( Read more... )

im listening to snow patrol right now.  and im just feeling really good.  last night was so much fun.  i love my friends more than life itself, and im so happy i finally hung out with them again.  i hope it keeps happening.  i really need to spend so much more time with them.

joe's party is tonight.  im excited.  it's probably going to be 2 hours of ( Read more... )

why is it that if i say one thing wrong, everything goes to shit?  idk, maybe im just overreacting...maybe im just being hormonal, but it just seems that if i take one wrong step, its the worst thing in the world.  whatever.  its not a big deal.  like i said, im probably just overreacting.

i cant go to tony's show.  im sorry tony.  its not my fault ( Read more... )

thanksgiving was yummy.  my mom did a wonderful job cooking for that dinner.

i saw borat yesterday wiht my uncle.  fucking funny.  minus this one scene of lots of nakedness and practically man on man shex...not that i have anything against that, it was just...unexpected.  lol.

im seeing for your consideration tonight with the family + grandparents + ( Read more... )

11 months wif mah babyyyyyyy


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ay yi.  so i have work from 12:30-2:45 cuz im subbing for someone [i guess the swimming ECIC competition is today]  then i gotta get home and shower and get ready for dinner.  im going out to fanny's or w/e with my family + grandparents.  and then, of course, KENZIE'S!!!  im so exciteddddddddd.  im sleeping over afterwards...but first i think we're ( Read more... )

mike and i were supposed to make breakfast today...or go out [i was gonna try and convince him to go to perkins...they have really good muffins] but we're not.  idk.  im not sure what happened...all i know is that we can't talk right now.  im scared.  im really really scared.  i dont know what's happening, and im fearing the worst.  so now im just ( Read more... )