***this will be a long one, so get ready for it...please respond with thoughts or post a reflection for yourself.....here we go ( Read more... )

let me begin by stating the fact that i really hate all mondays and everything that they stand for. Today, i wore all black--i was in mourning....mourning the passing of a good weekend. why are mondays the worst day ever ( Read more... )

oh man, what a week! I don't think i've been this busy since i was back in school and working and doing like three or four extra curricular activities...and it even all ended with one hell of a party and hanging out with a lot of good friends...here we go--on with a recap ( Read more... )

WOOOOOHOOOOOO!! Oh man am i in a great mood! This morning, August 27, 2005, at 8:00 am in the city of Casa Grande, Az, I, Christopher Scott Smith, took on the state of Arizona and the Arizona Department of Real Estate as i RULED over their examination for state licensure to sell Real Estate. I passed both in record time, finishing first in class, ( Read more... )

well, it's been a while, and after glancing over my last post, i realized that i was really in a dark place. Things have a way of looking up, specially when i look back on the triumphs in the past, and realize that i've been through much worse, on different levels...and survived ( Read more... )

why is it that some days are so much better than others? Today i woke up with things to do, but i came quickly to the harsh reality that things are just not going my way. I am broke--i just got paid and i am broke again. no money for anything--even food--that really sucks. i work every day, and i can barly afford to put a roof over my head, drive a ( Read more... )

well--what a week it was! It really seemed to drag-ass by, but hail and rejoice, it's friday night! i really am not going to do anything huge tonight..i invited Jennie-o (from work) to come over and eat pizza, drink beer, and watch the deliciously entertaining movie--cannible-the musical. I couldn't get hold of anyone else--i will broadcast a text ( Read more... )

Well, here we are, Sunday, July 3rd, and, like any other sunday, very kick back. Today, Megan wants to go to KFMA's skindependence day party at the wildcat house, and i said i'd go, but Ben told me that my cousin, Krista, will be in town, so i really want to hang out with her. Tomorrow will be very cool--we always have a party on the 4th, and ( Read more... )

It is Wednesday, June 8, 2005. I am home sick for the second day in a row. I actually feel more like shit today than i did yesterday. I was gonna go to work, and even got in the shower, but got out and realized that i am exhausted and achy, and in general feel bad. I hate calling in (remnants from my management days) but i figure that i have the ( Read more... )

this has really been one of the hardes weeks I have had in a very long time. It was full of a lot of mistakes and a lack of focus. I had little to no self confidence to speak of, and it seemed to get worse and worse, until i started to doubt myself and what i am doing. Thats over now. These days, all I really seem to have is work. I wake up, take a ( Read more... )