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Writing; Election; Life
WRITING
It's... going. I'm about three days behind. I plan on going home and writing, if Thomas will let me have the computer. I am at the library right now killing time before I pick him up from work. I have something to write about in my head, so maybe it will be easier. I am using NaNoWriMo to do 50,000 words this month. It's a long shot, so if I ( Read more... ) -
nothing much.
Alone for the weekend, so set up a "sleepover" with two girls. excited and nervous! uummm been thinkin about printing out my McFly pics and making that wall with the posters a collage. Thomas said okay :)
ttyl!
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Self-Esteem & Chocolate
I went to the doctor's today, and got on the scale. Now, 10 months ago when I got my annual I weighed around 175. This time? 210.
210
My self-esteem took a dive when I saw that. I know, some people are bigger than that, but it's just... I dont like it.
So I went out to get chocolate. (Ironic, eh?)
Seriously? I've never been this big. I know part of it ( Read more... ) -
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ONE. I wrote about a failed attempt at satisfying sex in my slave blog, because it has to do with orders, some bondage/pain, and other things. Communication is great with us, so it's being dealt with. Still kinda sucked emotionally and physically.
TWO. I am going to do NaNoWriMo - 50,000 words in 30 days. I am going to be using my 'writing a book' ( Read more... ) -
Proper post time!
My writing is slow. I've just been writing down my thoughts in one long big document. Nothing I wouldn't write here, I suppose, but it's all in one place. I may reread a few of my entries int he last two blogs I've had, and rewrite from my point of view now. I haven't written about anything overly emotional, but I know I'm going to have to ( Read more... ) -
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Love Is Easy
McFly
Official Music Video
[for the fans]
It made me cry because it made me think of good things and happy times.
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It's a start!
I've decided to start off my researching the things I have been diagnosed with. I looked stuff up at the library, and found some books about 'living with mental illness' already. It made me discouraged, but the point of this isn't to be published. The point for me is to say "I wrote a book".
Here are some of the books I got:
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It's been decided
I've been looking into things to do for an outside source of money. I may do some craft projects for that.
I've decided to officially start my book. Not sure what it'll be about. Not sure if it'll be about me personally, or mental health in general, but I am going to start it. I may need your help sometimes.
I know I have people that have kept up ( Read more... ) -
This is stupid...
I had to call into work today because my panic attacks are pretty much ongoing, and I feel too scared to leave my house. I feel so pathetic about calling into work, knowing I am so much better than that.
But, me thinking that about myself isn't me, and it just goes to show I need to take my medications. All of them, not just some. I forgot to take ( Read more... )
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