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small break
I had a small breakdown of sorts last night. I was annoyed, angry, and spitting out orders to Thomas, being rude. I started crying because he didn't get me Sprite when he went to get us some snacks (me chocolate). He usually does, and when he came back without it I was so upset and mad that I started crying and having a panic attack ( Read more... ) -
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Fine, I'll do it, too :)
01. Username, real name, and do they fit you?
- Lightsabove, it's a positive name that I really like. Tabitha is my real name, and I don't think the meaning fits me (gazelle) but the way it sounds? Sure :P
02. Parents, and are you close?
- My parents have been divorced since right before I turned 1, both remarried twice. My ( Read more... ) -
Huh?
I don't know how it happened but some person totally thought my 'social anxiety' statement meant I had sex with random strangers. o.O I'm on OkCupid.Com and that is what someone messaged me about.
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Updates on life
- Thomas and my relationship may be shifting gears again (has to do with our M/s relationship) Not sure if it'll be more M/s or more D/s - we have to communicate more.
- Life is really decent. Money is relatively good, still living paycheck to paycheck, but this month I can drive up to Omaha to do a kink event with people who get my little side. (may ( Read more... )
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FANGIRLING
The McFly autobiography, Unsaid Things, should be here on October 17th. I found out a few things about it - how one of the band members almost killed himself, and how one of them is bipolar. When I read an excerpt where I found out my favorite person in the band had bipolar, I was so shocked. I've never met them or really kept up with personal ( Read more... ) -
THanks and GAH!
Thanks for all the good wishes towards my hard day - it's gotten a little better. Damn period XD Thomas left for his drill weekend. About 23 hours left without him ( Read more... ) -
Hard day and depression
I'm having a hard time today. I figured it was because of the cloudy weather and staying inside. So, I asked for the car to go to goodwill to see if they had a jacket - they didn't. Now, I am at the library and I should be reading my book so I can get the second book ( Read more... ) -
Surprise!
I was going to take mikeyylee's advice on my last post, and apologize to Thomas for speaking too mjuch about the whole poly thing. I truly was, but then just as I was going to text him, Thomas sent me this text:
"Yes, to your wanting other partners"
I was truly surprised. I asked him if he was sure, and why right then he said yes, so he wrote a small blog ( Read more... )
