i really want to find a girl that is about my age who is simply amazing
i need some form of a loving relationship in my life
im starving for love
but as for now i will have none

so i just got back from the cape today, that was a pretty good time. i went with shane and kabina ( Read more... )

so i have found myself questioning my friends once again, i dont know whats wrong with me. i have also come to the conclusin that i am not boyfriend material and i can only be friends with girls, which really sucks. i just want to have some form of love in my life, not the friend love either. i hope all of this somehow works itself out.

today my band finally got a vocalist! he was a long time friend of the band, and he's already showing dedication and hard work, and he's been in it for one day! this is great im excited to actually have a full band. we rewrote one of our songs today and we pretty much have it all down. the reason we rewrote it was because we didnt like the lyrics ( Read more... )

yea so i have band practice today ( Read more... )

lately ive been really down maybe its cuz i am all alone at my house for this whole week. maybe its cuz im missing someone, maybe its cuz there is an emptiness in my life and maybe its cuz im jumping to conclusions. i dont know but i want it to stop very soon

hey its been a lil while since i updated. ive been ok since the last entry ( Read more... )

i am now the lead singer/bassist for my band

and the new england metal hardcore fest is on friday im stoked

So recently i met this absolutely amazing girl, shes perfect for me in everyway. She's crazy, spontaneous, she likes metal, and she makes me smile. However there is one draw back to her and it has nothing to do with her as a person at all, this draw back it that she live all the way in fucking WASHINGTON! Thats all the way accross the god damn ( Read more... )

whaddup y'all ( Read more... )