My plans for the week are as follows; Sleep late, visit Zach, go shopping with mom, play with the playstation, listen to music, play with the kittens, snuggle the kittens, call Orlando heaps and spend a lot of time in Amoeba ( Read more... )

When a friend's life unexpectedly changes it leaves you worried, selfish, thankful and thoughtful. Worried because you're unable to help them, they're in pain and you don't know what to do about it. Selfish and thankful because deep down inside you're glad that for once this isn't happening to you. And thoughtful because you can't help thinking ' ( Read more... )

It's late, early morning in fact and I can't sleep. Thought I'd get some thoughts and feelings down on paper before I try again. Maybe it'll help, maybe it'll stop me thinking, maybe I can forget for just a few minutes that Orlando is leaving on Thursday ( Read more... )

We're in LA now. At my mother's. I don't think I've ever been hugged so much in my life. I think she may have been just a little bit excited to see me. If the hugging didn't give it away then my burst ear drum certainly did. Oh, but it's good to see her, really good to see her. I've missed her more than I thought I did and maybe Orlando having to ( Read more... )

Today is the shoot from hell. Nothing is going right and the pressure is on to wrap on time. It feels like we still have so much to do.

I need some serious cuddles. Only I don't finish till eight tonight. I've got six hours to go. sigh.

Orlando is here. He got here last Friday so he's been in prague over a week now. The kittens are here too. We had to move into a bigger suite so that they could stay with us. It's got a bigger bed. I finish filming for Everything is Illuminated in just over seven days time. I hope. Dom and Billy visited last week. That was fun. It was really great ( Read more... )

Usually this would be the time where I'd moan, whine, pout, be sad and write about how much I'm missing Orlando, well I'm not going to. While I do miss him beyond belief, I'm dealing with it. I've been so busy that I barely get time to think about it, which is a good thing and even though he is constantly at the back of my mind, buzzing just as the ( Read more... )

I'm horny.

I really miss, Orlando. I wish Troy promotion was over so that he could come home. I miss him more than usual and I don't know why. We've been apart before but this time it feels harder ( Read more... )

Pen and paper in hand, I sit and stare at this blank page, chewing on my pen top and wondering what to write, what to say, trying to find the right words to convey how I feel.

I don't get many things right the first time. In fact, I am told that a lot. Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls.I wish I could say that I knew all the ( Read more... )