33 weeks. give or take some days. i've reached the point where sentimental gays and nice grandmothers are asking me when i'm due. whenever i tell them november 14th, they say 'oh that's so soon!' and i always respond with 'not soon enough ( Read more... )

i haven't written a word for myself in sooo long. its mostly just notes for work, or emails to customers. i do alot of circling numbers and initialing here here and here and dating here. i did write about 50 addresses on envelopes though, and i've practiced writing my new name over and over. and then there has been the doodling of baby names on ( Read more... )

“If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart eventually your hearts will start beating at the same time. And two little babies in an incubator, their hearts will beat at the same time. Love that. So if you have somebody in your life that is prone to anxiety, like myself, and if you happen to be a calm person, you could ( Read more... )

resolutions ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to be washing my clothes ( Read more... )

i want i want i want ( Read more... )

I have to believe that there is a reason for all of this. I must believe that I am meant for a greater purpose. That we are ALL meant for something greater. I have to believe that although none of us leave this life with a happy ending, that there will be a beautiful start waiting. I need to believe I can grow from this. From all of it. From Rusty' ( Read more... )

eaten a candied apple. (just carmel ( Read more... )

"Just remember that the things you put into your head are there forever, he said. You might want to think about that. You forget some things, don’t you? Yes. You forget what you want to remember and you remember what you want to forget."
Cormac McCarthy, The Road

ten dollars an hour for shredding paper today.
i shouldn't complain, but i do.
whatever.