Why?

[like_a_bat]

To all but the faithful Three:
I don't understand why you're pushing me away. I don't understand why you can't talk to me anymore. Are we finished? Does that make my promise to you obsolete? Is it finally okay if I admit that I want nothing more than to die? Is it okay to want to sleep forever? I don't know why you're angry with me. I thought you

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[artinmaking]

Awww Teresa...I'm so sorry you're feeling sad. My eyes kinda watered as I read this. Your mom should care if you're cutting yourself.

Don't kill yourself, please? I would feel so goddamn horrible because you're on of my best friends ever. I'm in Spain right now, but when I get back, let's go search for jobs together, sound good?

Do you want me to bring you something? I will see if I can bring you a small something, like maybe a postcard.

XXXOOO <3 Alex

[like_a_bat]

Thanks Alex. It really means a lot to me, honestly.

[tomas_boy]

I started typing this, and re wrote it five times. I don't know what to say. There's nothing I CAN say that would sound right coming from me. But please, don't think your promise to Davi is obsolete. He wouldn't see it the same way as you would. He would see it as a betrayal, and that's the worst thing you could do. I know it might seem like he's betrayed you, but your living is what keeps him level, even if he doesn't fully realize it.

You should call Jack. He'll talk to you, even if no one else will.

[like_a_bat]

Thanks Tom. I know you're right, and I'm glad you pointed out Davi's would-be reaction.

[tomas_boy]

You're welcome. I really do care about you, it's not empty and it neer was, I swear.

[like_a_bat]

I know that now. I really overreacted. I'm sorry. :)