One more week.  I just have to make it through one more week and I'm good for a while.  I even miss my mom.  Yeah, it's that fucking bad.  That won't last long, but I'll see Julie and Cecelia, so it'll be good anyways.  And my dad of course.  Thanksgiving is the only thing I post about.  I imagine that's because it's the only positive thing in my ( Read more... )

Soooooo...Nivea and Jack are getting married.  Weird.  Erin had a misscarriage.  I feel really bad for her and Steve.  She's really upset about it, and who wouldn't be?  I realized I hardly ever have anything worth saying, so I've just stopped talking all together, unless it's a simple answer to a question.  Unless the question is dumb, then I just ( Read more... )

And then I forgot.  Oh!  I think I'm going home for maybe a holiday this year.  SCARY.  Ugh.  But anyways.  I think Jack is coming down with me, so Cecelia, we will most likely show up at some odd hour to kidnap you and take you back to Mobile.  Just warning you.  I think we'll be there around Thanksgiving, so make us pies and potatoes. 

I don't understand anything anymore.  I don't feel like myself.  I keep hurting the people close to me, and I don't know why.  I know Jack's only trying to help.  I know he loves her, and I know she confuses him.  I don't understand Cecelia anymore either.  I thought I did, but I've screwed up so many times, and I wouldn't forgive me, and I don't ( Read more... )

So, Cecelia's mad at me, and this is my indignant apology. I'm sorry that you've turned so bitter towards Cicilia, and I know it was wrong for her to do that, but she was miserable. And the doctors said Davi was going to die. What the hell was she supposed to do? I'm sorry that I upset you, but I think you went a little overboard.

I never use this thing, but I might as well. I think I'm paranoid. Or something. I don't know why ( Read more... )

So, Davi stopped by. And if I were gay, I'd totally bang the boy. Or let him bang me. Either way. But I don't even consider myself bi, so, meh. *shrug*


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So. Hey.  How's all you scene kids?  The Emos? The Indies?  Keeping up with PETA okay?  Good, good.  Heh, a funny story...well, something funny I noticed about Showbread.  A couple of things, really.  I was really bored, right?  So I'm reading the CD insert for 'No Sir, Nihilism Is Not Pratical' while waiting to talk to some asshole at Geffen, and ( Read more... )

God...I'm updating, by the command of Cecelia. By the way, that picture of Josh Dies is rather spiffy ( Read more... )

Or is it easier

to go on with a smile

With faltering ease

and talk for a while

Words fall from your mouth

and are lost on the floor

and I can't go on

singing anymore