can't eveything just work out ?
for everyone i care about ?
I can only dream and try i guess

So i went to check out Cortland yesterday ( Read more... )

live journal i'm sorry i've ignored you. :(
please forgive me. lol

i got into 2 colleges so far Fredonia and Cortland.
I don't know what i'm going to do.

I am okay.
I am just tired and irrational and close to menstration.
damn you hormones for making me a freak.

I think I'm going through a little mid life crisis.

ugh i feel so not myself !

okay so awsome night with the women i love very much.
and i've been not right for a couple days
and now i am almost sure its true and i just want to crawl in my bed and sleep forever
well i'm going to get started now .

i have the best parents EVER !

oh its gonna be fun!
Rave!
on the trip!
watachgun whatever!
some really really good freinds!
maybe some making of a porn video ! ;)
i can't wait !
me sleepy and my body is falling apart
goodnight !

Tomorrow is going to be my last marching band home show! AAHHHHH
said and happy at the same time

with everything good

comes the bad.

and with the bad

comes the desicion.

why do i never win?