adam comes next week

i miss him so much that lastnite i cried because we havent been able to talk in days.

other than that,nothing is new, i have nothing to say and nothing is great.
have a nice day everyone.

every day is a new fight. the fight of not getting into drugs again. the fight of not giving up in school. the fight of not giving up on my best friend that i hold so many promises to. i fucking hate fighting. and im ready to just give up on everything. as much as i dont want to dissapoint anyone, maybe i should once more so they dont have to ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while and im going to since charlee wont leave me alone about it. haha, here we go ( Read more... )

um hi. i havent updated in a while cus i didnt want to. lol

lastnite: ridge homecoming game. it was nice. met some really cool new people

<3

im trying so fucking hard latley. and its just shit. shit.shit.shit. nothing is going well. fuck it right?

im bored and deciding to post some of my random writings

fuck the faith

she looks up then looks away

she nods her head and feels no faith

[[where has her life fallen to]]

she cant get up so she remains

and watches her ( Read more... )

im trying so fucking hard latley. and its just shit. shit.shit.shit. nothing is going well. fuck it right?

im bored and deciding to post some of my random writings

fuck the faith

she looks up then looks away

she nods her head and feels no faith

[[where has her life fallen to]]

she cant get up so she remains

and watches her ( Read more... )

i got swept today! FIRST time this year!!! pshhh i was so mad cus it was dance and i missed an hour and a half clASS! lol i had a good day tho i guess? haha

alrite so lastnite i had this tripped out dream that me and morgan totally had a lesbian experience. it  crazy! hahaha she knows how to work her tongue. hahaha ;) jk? lol

my days going good ( Read more... )

im sick. and it sucks.
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this weekends a blur if you ask me. haha

last nite was pretty fun, my sisters here so were trying to do as much as we can before she leaves---so we decided to go with heidi and some friends to "first friday" its an art festival on every first friday of the month, it was in down town phoenix. ive never seen so many people like that...not a bad thing at all, but ya know...the whole pearl ( Read more... )