So its nice to know that Daniel only actually gives a shit about me when its convienient for him. When he's horny, like last night. then he loves to talk to me. But on normal days like today, i'm not worth it. He has other things on his mind, so i'm not worth talking to. and he can't tlk to me about whatever id on his mind, which hurts even ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck i'm supposed to do anymore. I can't keep listening to Daniel hate everything in his life. He is so selfish and negative and depressed all the time. It is physically, emotionally and mentaly draining to try and keep him happy all the time. I know its not my responsibility to make him happy, but i can't stop worrying ( Read more... )

so daniel says he has nothing to hide from me, why then does he have a new myspace that is private and he hasn't told me about? huh, i wonder what it would say if i could see it. its prolly all about his new girlfriend and how much he loves her. and all the little el paso whores he's going to fuck. i mean "he just wants to make new friends" ( Read more... )

Did I really deserve this ( Read more... )

so i'm up at college now and it is not too bad. my room is awesome an so is my roommate. i have met so many interesting people up here and i have already made so many new friends. and the dorm food isn't that bad either. the only thing that sucks is not getting to see ll of my friends, or my boyfriend, and if i do want to see them i have to ( Read more... )

so life is pretty good right now. i'm way uber excited about going away to college, cept for leaving behind my wonderful boyfriend whom i love dearly, even when he acts like he's 2! and i think sumer is going by WAY to fast. i met my roommate the other day, and she is way uber kool, cept she gets straight A's and that is gonna suck cuz she'll ( Read more... )

so i am now officially dating daniel! he is my first boyfriend ever and i am so happy with him i just don't know what to do with myself. And even better than actually dating him, i am taking him to prom! i asked my mom and she actually said yes i could take him! it's going to be a little diffecult though cuz he can't drive, but whatever, we'll ( Read more... )

so last time i wrote about how excited i was about dating a boy, kyle, but now i'm not soo excited. we went out on 2 dates, and i had a lot of fun but i'm just bored with him now. he is great and all, don't get me wrong, but he's not exciting anymore. i can only see him on weekends and he lives 20 mins away. i was happier just flirting and ( Read more... )

so it's still not official, but i pretty much have a boyfriend. which is so cool, cuz i've never had one before. his name is Kyle, he is 19 and a sophmore at metro with a double major in criminal justice and spanish. He's not very cute, but he's very sweet. And i have a date with him this saturday night! the only thing that could mess this up ( Read more... )

so i just wanted to say that i am so excited for college! i still am not 100% sure where i am going but i know it will be UNC or U of H at Hilo. i want to go to hawaii SO bad, but my parents are not as excited about that possibilty as i am. i realize that i will be very far away from everyone and everything i know, but i think it will be fun to ( Read more... )