i need to stop drinking, i'm drunk several times a week now. i can't wait to start school again so i have something to do more often, i have way too much free time. at least i dont drink alone .

i am so sorry :-(

the office is one of the funniest shows i've seen in a long time! i just watched 6 episodes

got work all day tomorrow and tuesday, then looking foward to wednesday!!! goin to the city with two of my favorite people in the world! my future filthy rich best friend and my favorite ny native. what more could i ask for in life?

i feel really anxious right now, i need someone to bring me back down to earth. i am desperately trying not to take any medication lately, its been a week and i can feel it. there's always some situation that makes me wanna take the whole bottle and forget about life for a bit. perhaps i should just block out the people who constantly upset me ( Read more... )

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boo! that was the most awkward thing i've ever experienced.

i have experienced more emotions in the past month than i have in the last 3 years. it's completely draining. i went from complete and utter self loathing/pity to being happy and feeling hyper and independent , to depressed again, to lonely , to horny and hyper, to feeling like i'm gunna rip my face off and give up on the world , and thats where i ( Read more... )

it's funny how losing everything helps you find yourself.

So I'd like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who has believed rumors, hated me, tormented me, screwed me over, and abandoned me this year. You made me who I am.

I think there will be worse days ahead. they say shit always happens in 3's.

:-( i miss you

my netflix queue has been liberated of shitty anime and star trek!