i'm really trying to take this well but it's hard when the only thing you knew for three years completely abandons u. i feel like a lost fucking puppy. i'm ok , than i'm not. i just want things to be normal again, i feel like my self esteem has been beat to the ground. i feel repulsive and need someone to bring me back to earth. i hope you regret

apparently it was all for nothing and this is what i get.

words can not describe how i feel at this very second. this fucking sucks .

WELL I KEEP REMEMBERING THE DAY THAT YOU SAID YOU MIGHT GO CRAZY IF YOU SPENT ONE MORE MINUTE WITH ME? WELL I DUNNO BUT IS ONE MORE MINUTE GUNNA KILL YOU NOW?.... please stop me before i say too much.

when i imagined being engaged , it wasnt to someone who found me embarrassing.

pissed... almost as much as him...

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ahh the futility of life.... i guess i'm not allowed to just not care anymore. sorry but my problems are more important to ME than anyone else's.

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i have no idea what you are talking about!

is to be PRAISED and appreciated for the good things i do. i hate feeling ignored and unrecognized.