i have nothing left to write, nothing left to say. the response that i feel from here is nothing more than childish words of a girl who didn't understand much beyond her own sadness. but that is a part of my life that still needs remembering.
I've got a taste of you in my mouth and no matter how many times I swish around the water, you never go away. Waiting for something that will never come, and so we do that, together, alone, without.
am not connected the places that are me and not me
cannot converge into one
and i am left here alone trying to find that i have something to give to anyone who wants it. my ideals seem to forget that i am me and the words i try to speak do not meet with people i hope will meet and then my mind whirls with panic and i must calm
Look at the sky and wonder if it truly is as beautiful as it seems at night. We miss so many different things in life that we never notice and it hurts just to admit it.