because i am alone, and my mind likes to wander.

[likeforeverago]

after we got home from chicago, i found myself at janna's house (the best friend since march with a heart of gold) with intentions to go home sometime soon, but i'm not feeling going home (which is an hour and a half away for those who didn't know). this is how i deal, i walk away from everything when it's just too chaotic or too hard. and you can

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you should stay where you're happy. if you don't feel like somethings right never waste ur time with it even if it's your family. i hope things work out for you frreal
and i'm incredible thank you for asking

[recycledcans]

you're always welcome around here. I know I saw you two days ago, but I think we need to hang out again. (Yes, I am taking full advantage of the fact that you are living here for the time being.)

I am glad to have gone to some of your top shows with you. since you like CCL (or at least think they are cuties), do you want to go to this (lights out dancing, camera can't lie, now and forever + more: jan 25th, 6pm, $6: station 4) with me?

See you friday for sure, I guess. I promise I won't hang around too long after everyone's most hated band plays.

[dreamsdissipate]

I sometimes wish I could just run away from my problems, but I have nowhere other than home I can call home. I think you are very fortunate that you are able to have people who you can count on to be there for you as a surrogate family.
While you'll probably have to go home sooner rather than later, bask in the happiness that Janna and her family give you.

I can't relate, but I'm sure depression is a tremendous thing to overcome, if there is such a thing as overcoming it. You have a lot of strength IMO.

Anyway, I'm going to keep this short because I'm dying right now, and my mom fed me Nyquil, and I have a feeling it's going to go into effect very soon.

[kylees_boytoy]

Well, since you asked how everyone(me) was doing, my life has pretty much been kind of sucky lately. And I have no one to talk to either(and by talk, I mean drive to bum-fuck Wisconny and break into radio tourettes). I was seriously thinking of driving all the way to Minneapolis just to visit because I'm so bored and lonely.

But despite all this, and though it kills me to say this, you should stay in Minnesota. Life is for living, not dwelling.

[crashburnrepeat]

this is how i deal, i walk away from everything when it's just too chaotic or too hard
This is SO me, it's not even funny. Coming from the same school of thought, my home-life had gone so wrong, become so suffocated and... just toxic, that I left the same day I graduated. Said I was going to a party, threw some cds and clothes in a bag, and just left. I don't regret it only because I know that I would have continued living a sheltered, miserable life. I still have people that ask me if I'm so-and-so's kid, and this town IS apparently, very small. But I have never once looked back. I can only say do what feels right in your head/heart/gut. And I hope whatever you decide ultimately makes you happier and free-er.