i wish the weather reflected my mood...

got the job...i leave saturday. happy and excited...should b fun :)

well, holy shit. this week has been such a whirlwind ( Read more... )

it hit me on the wya home today....im not ready for it all to be over ( Read more... )

guess its changed since...hmm, last year
but last time i checked, tapering didnt mean 2x 2k!
eh, o well...done, feeling stronger, mroe prepared

regionals, here we come!

angry, betrayed, confused, annoyed, hurt, helpless...the list goes on

what uve done is put urself between a bullet and a target, and it wont be long b4 ur pulling urself away

as much as i didnt want to, i did it all again. everythin is really overwhelming right now. thought i had a handle on everything, then something jumps up just to mix my life up.

well...full week i guess ( Read more... )

i get into a routine..things are going alright...then, of course, you fuck up., i mean, how long did i really expect it to last right ( Read more... )

brentwood, amazing
crew, taking over my life
prom, kidna stressful
college, coming faster that i expected
heat exhaustion, annoying
shit, doesnt ever stop, its always there, always in the back of my mind