So today and yesterday I went out to volunteer with the special olympics... Whe got there on Friday in time for dinner which was the first chance to get to see all of the athletes at once. I was so taken back and I got a little freaked and I didn't know how to handle myself quite right. Me and Pretty found a table and then two of the participants ( Read more... )

Ok well maybe its not "the" best day of my life but it ranks up there. So many amazing things have happened in the past 36 hours some of which well rather most of which wouldn't have been possibly widout the aid of my bestest bud/roommate. = ) but so yesterday i woke up borrowed a shirt from bacon to complete the cutest outfit i'll prolly wear all ( Read more... )

"I remember,
when you filled my heart with joy,
Was I blind to the truth,
that is there to fill the space cuz now,
you have no interest in,
anything that I have to say.
I've allowed you to make me feel,
I feel so dumb.
What kind of fool am I?
You so easily set me aside.
You make a fool of me,
tell me why?..."

I wash my hands of this... she won...

Today I would like to let everyone know that I shall be celebrating my coming out day.... and would all of you like to know how I celebrated. Awesome cuz I was goin to tell you anyhow. I started my day at 5:30am studying for a test that i got to take at 9:30.. yay... followed by class then yet another class in which now i am writing a paper then ( Read more... )

To start off.. if you are a rugby player you have no need to continue reading.. however if you are nosey (don't know how to spell that) you can try to read this and make sense of it but it is not directed to you therefore its none of your business since you won't get it anyhow ( Read more... )

Today I went back out to support the cause from eight this morning til eight tonight and despite my body hating me for it my heart has grown five times bigger and appreciates it so much.  Out of those 12 hrs I was there, I must have spent at least 8 of em shoveling. My back doesn't want to shovel for another 5 yrs... it told me so. I was so drained ( Read more... )

So in the midst that everything that could be that is... I finally just had the best 7 hr get away from it all. I was notified at the beginning of the year that I was gonna get a community service grant which meant that I'd have to do 40 hrs worth of community service over the course of the year. Well I recently decided screw that... until... i got ( Read more... )

"And for the million hours that we were well, I’ll smile and remember it all then I’ll turn and go while your story is completed and mine is a long way from done.."

So I wrote that entry ealier and lied 100% when I wrote that second part... this is so hard : (

Every night I still fall asleep to the thought of you but in the morning the reality of what really is still hurts... every single morning ( Read more... )