I'm 21.. its suppose to mean I'm grown. its suppose to mean that i can still handle everything. but i'm one person i cant.... my family is still torn and some family i've lost as of late. and for once i just want one person to just care. i want just one person to come and hold me so that for even just a minute i can just completely fall apart. i ( Read more... )

when anything can go wrong... everything does and at the worst possible time... i'm goin so far down that getting back up will be a f*in miracle :(

You just had to choose me eh becca. well oh well here goes but only for shits and giggles...

Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 ( Read more... )

Best song ever...

"I want you.. to know me.. to need me.. Anything.. anywhere.. I would give up everything I own away... always.. I will sing.. picturing you singing right back to me..."

Oh Melissa Ferrick.. so awesome!!

They say good things come to those who wait... this one is worth holding out for...   <3  "Let's take a picture now, I do not want to forget.. the way you look at me when everything is perfect..."

Yet again... WHAT THE FUCK?!! so chillin at overtime after pudding wrestling right, having a good time wid shevy, lesley, and angela and then hi some random old asshole named Mike comes up and decides he's gonna question all of us on liking girls because he's been noticing the drunk hugs and kisses and such. points out everyone else and says their ( Read more... )

So I'm so good with the ladies that I'm officially 0-2. What can I say they want me... obviously... NOT.. they prefer the other ones they fuckin wid.. this is such a buzz kill. Maybe I should go back to flirting wid straight girls, my odds were better then. Sparker you is coming to town ; ) jus kiddin babe.

So as if being cast to the side at work over the summer for being gay wasn't enough... i got a taste of people against gay people part II to share... me and a particualr friend were going from pepino's to the parking garage after we had got done playing pool last night.. and as we are approaching that stoplight a car full of guys passes by and ( Read more... )

So I jus wanna say.. I haven't been this happy in what seems like forever.. and every day it only gets better.. how lucky i am to have finally found something this good...

Crossing my fingers.. holding my breathe... wishing on a star... wish me luck 0 = ) it's goin to be a good night...