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Ain't that the damndest truth
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haullil_britt goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as earth fairy.drama_queen01 tricks you! You get a piece of paper.eeyores_friend tricks you! You get a broken balloon.octas gives you 8 pink grapefruit-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.tragonryder tricks you! You get a clothespin.lil_britt ends up with 8 pieces of candy, ( Read more... ) -
Not holding it together
I nearly ended up on a 72 hour hold as a hospital in patient because I can't hold it together and my psychiatrist and therapist believed I may be a danger to myself. I was not allowed to be home alone last night and was supposed to go this morning. They agreed to let me stay home provided I continue to have another adult in my home ( Read more... ) -
Stick a fork in me Im done
with everything I have going on and my so called friends disappearing on me I see who my real friends are and most are unappreciative. Im done being there for people. No one loves and appreciates me for being there or loving so i'm done. my friends list is going to change in a huge way. -
Are you Normal
Your Normalcy Quotient is: 23 out of 100 ( Read more... ) -
Nervous Wreck
Brandi had an almost perfect day today. Her behavior was so good from the time she woke up at about 8am and she didnt start getting agitated or mean until about 730pm. I have no reason to feel like a wreck. Yet, Im shaky and anxiety is sky high. I love that Brandi has had a great day. It was a great day for me to have that break. so why do i ( Read more... ) -
Getting restarted
Now that I have finally figured out exactly what cycles me through the depression and why its time I link them all with an actual physical feeling, a snap shot of the situation in my head and the most important negative message I got in that and a preferred positive alternate feeling. This is the scary part. Nevertheless, I figure I got myself ( Read more... ) -
Its just me
What is to be expected of a little girl who lost a sister at 1, at 3 has a new lil sis and that baby is the pride and joy... she is physically, mentally, verbally and emotionally abused. her father loves to come home and watch the fear in her eyes when he holds the covers tight over her nose and mouth till she cant breathe... he was always angry ( Read more... )
