Gaaaaah lee....I friggin have no money cuz i don't know how the hell to use a checkbook...well..NOW i do...now that i'm in debt up to my ass... Oh well..it's gotta get better eventually right? I sure hope so. Sunday was three months for me and Steven...yaaaaaay :) I'm the happiest I've ever been with anyone :) an he STILL loves me the same!!! ( Read more... )

Why do i have to be so difficult. I hate the way i can't handle things and the things i put others through. I'm so fucking depressed right now and i haven't felt like this in a long time. I'm not gonna get back in my old habits tho. I'm tryin..but it's hard

Ergh..I wanna cry an' I don't know why..and it sucks... oh well..I'll live.. College is goin ok i spose..def different. I'm definitely glad im rid of the high school bs..Its weird bein able to smoke and talk on yer cell phone at school..kinda neato tho! Oh well..so...tomorrow I start my new job! I'm excited about that! Sometimes i wanna crawl into ( Read more... )

the Pixies: "Cactus ( Read more... )

Umm..well..today was uneventful as hell..i got up at ten and drove straight to the bank in the big yellow redneck truck heh... in my jammies nonetheless...and so i was gonna deposit my check for my car but the stupid people wouldn't lemme cuz it was made out to my dad..even tho he DID endorse it on the back...GAH! ANYwho...so i went back home and ( Read more... )

So yea..the game plan for today was for me to just lay around doin a whole bunch of nuthin...I woke up at 10 (aaah the joys of sleepin late..it's quite wonderful :)) and my mama invited me to lunch. So we ate at Zaxby's and while we were there Sears called and said i had to hurry up and get my drug test done. So I was like ...well..gotta go do ( Read more... )

Tonight's one of those nights for me..when you just lay around listening to music and thinking about things. Bright Eyes...i really really like them..and they were the music behind my thoughts tonight. I was thinking of how fast everthing is moving for me right now..and i feel like i have no time to sit back and just watch what's going on around ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB!!! Yaaay! To hell with Rugged Wearhouse!!! Whoo hoo! Imma free woman!!! I never thought I'd see the day! Hehe! Yea.. I work at SEARS...not damn Rugged Wearhouse...well i do for two more weeks but after that..hehe. But the interview went really really well yaaay. But hot damn..i'm not gonna be makin as much as i do now..grr...6.50 ( Read more... )

Wowzers i'm a dork! Oh well...So yea...i slept ALOT today..cuz everyone was at school and i was at home all by my lonesome with nuffin to do but clean...an well...when it comes down to sleep or clean..i pick..SLEEP! I went for my interview tonight and they told me to come back tomorrow at ten...which is gay as crap cuz i got all dressed up and ( Read more... )

Wowzers...well, i guess no nap time today cuz i got grounded...grrr...but wednesday or friday or SUMTHIN...it's ON...dammit lol..i love my steven..I really do. *who loves you?* Guess what guess what! I gots an interview at Sears tomorrow! Wish me luck! I need that job; gotta be savin up for december?? Wow..i feel loved..i really do..and lately i ( Read more... )