Crappy nite at work and now Im sitting at my computer annoyed and depressed listening to In the Sun by Joseph Arthur. I seriously want to understand why some people insist on going through life the way everyone else does. Is your dream really a perfect job and a perfect car and a perfect spouse and perfect kids? Die in a perfect bed just so you can ( Read more... )

First off, I get to live in this hell hole people decided to name Stockton. sweet. Secondly, I get my car vandalized with red spray paint. awesome. THEN, i get my wallet stolen while im in the room at pike. A place where ive felt more safe than anywhere else for 3 1/2 years. THAT ROCKS. The little things Im not concerned with, bus cards, Buy 10 get ( Read more... )

its 2am. I want to be asleep but instead im looking up song lyrics and have a million things running through my head. Whenever I get really stressed or upset for no real reason I listen to Vienna by Billy Joel. It seriously calms me like none other. I dont really know what Im stressing about or why I feel the need to cry right now. Everything is ( Read more... )

senior year, hi how are you? drink much? yes? made up for a summer of soberness in a week straight? sure thing ( Read more... )

I was driving across town to feed my safeway sandwich craving, listening to the American Pie 2 soundtrack and I got to thinking. There was this calm about everything. The music, the driving, the traffic, me. I racked my brain for something that could be stressing me out. I couldnt think of one thing. I have a good job, I have a place to live for ( Read more... )

"There are images I need to complete my reality."

"Dreams are at once fruit & outcry, against an atrophy of the senses. Dreaming is no solution."

"Meet me at the crossroads
meet me at the edge of town
outskirts of the city
just you and I
and the evening sky.."

Jim Morrison

if i was a billionaire who had a grudge against the world and nothing to do all day but make costumes with my butler, i would probably be a superhero too. it'd be better than school im thinking.

I love Varsity Blues. Its like reliving high school all over again. Its something about small town high school football that made love high school. Ah the good old days of drunken games and branding RB and even drunker parties after. yep ( Read more... )

feeling somewhat blue today. Majorly missing some people and not knowing how to deal. Ill just emerse myself in work tonight. Isnt that how grownups do it? If things are messed up in their personal lives they just become workaholics. I see how that happens now. I will become a Macaroni Grill serving freak ( Read more... )

Its like a whole new me. My fingernails are long, my skin isnt broken out(not that much), Im sleeping better. I remember why I like summer. The biggest stress of the summer is moving my shit to the other house. and work. No papers, no tests...i love it ( Read more... )