hello. today was a pretty good day. i got a lot of calls on my answering machine wishing me a happy b-day. even one suprise one that made me feel really good. when i woke up, ryan sang happy b-day to me and gave me a big hug and kiss which i loved. then i went back to sleep and when i woke up i got ready and went to robins. we played games, watched ( Read more... )

hello again. today was another so so day. i worked from 9:30-6:30. i was only suppose to work till 5:30 but the girl scheduled after me forgot she was working. so anyways. then i came home and spent some time with ryan. then i ate burritos with juice. then i watched house. and now i'm doing my machines while on the computer. i worked with the new ( Read more... )

hello again. i'm finally getting around to updating. well there has only been a few things new since the last time i wrote. i went in for another hospitalization on new years eve. i was in the hospital until the 11th. and i was on home IV's till the 25th. i went back to work two or three weeks ago. that was going pretty good till yeasterday. we got ( Read more... )

this is frlippin rediculous!! i'm so f-ing bored and all i want to do is anything. i just want ryan to pick something to do cause i've been bored all day and he won't even make a suggestion. aaaahhhhhhhhh! i'm gonna go insane. now he won't even let me pet my own cat. i'm just so bored and frustrated. i neeed something to do before i litterally tear ( Read more... )

hello. today has been a so so day. i worked from 9-1:15. and it sucked with all the snow. but i'm home now and really bored. i wanna watch a disney movie but the remote seems to be lost forever. so i can't change the tv to input to watch it. and it doesn't work on the tv itself. i can't wait till christmas is over so i can have money to spend on ( Read more... )

So ihave the day off and ryan is at work and i am really bored right now. i'm gonna go visit jasmine again today. we went to see her last night. she's was doing better when we were there so maybe she'll get to leave today or tonight?? i can't wait to get paid. i miss being able to go shopping. i love my ryan so much. he's the greatest thing ever. ( Read more... )

hello again. this morning has been pretty good so far. i just hate getting out of bed cause i can't sleep but i feel a little tired still.But on the good side, my papa bear made me bacon mmmmmmmmmm soooo good, and waffles. i love him so much. he's the bestest. and my favorite too.so anyway like i said last time, work is really good. the best part ( Read more... )

hey, i finally have internet again. i couldn't get it working for the longest time. so anyway i gotta go to work soon. but i'm gonna update for real tonight. i work at things remembered now. it's good. i like it a lot better than most of the other jobs i've had so far. and i can do part time so that i don't get so tired and i can go back to school ( Read more... )

Hello. i guess i haven't updated in a while but everything has been so crazy ever since i got out of the hopsital. we're finishing moving to the new place tonight. and i can't wait to be all settled in. this week especially has been busy. and my mom's wedding is this weekend and then we're going to the air show with mel and sergae. and ry is spose ( Read more... )

Hello!!! today is my last day of IV's and i'm so happy. so recently we have played pool, and went to movies, and watched a da movies at home. and played with the juice. the 40 year old virgin was very funny. when we went to play pool i saw my friend jess and it was awesome cause i missed her. we watched part of valiant last night but i was sleespy ( Read more... )