some of my doubts have been subdued about "her" coming next week.....thanks to some VERY wonderful awesome friends...*wink wink..he says just to trust him that nothing will happen he swears....he was actually understanding and didnt mind that i felt that way. i really exspected him to get all defensive and stuff but he didnt! some times i actually ( Read more... )

my birthday was AWESOME!! and prom was PERFECT! my wonderful sexy boy friend got me a new surf board! hell yea! i cant wait to try it this weekend at my birthday party!!! YAY! every thing has been good...the only thing that put a damper on my weekend was when gray decided to tell me "she" is coming back to visit....and she'll be in wilmington part ( Read more... )

Who knew prom could be so stressful?? im soooooo ready for it to get here and be over with im tired of spending money....i still have to make dinner reservations at either annabell's or altoro's...i say we go with the cheaper one. Gray still wont tell me what hes getting me for my birthday..BLAST...he told me last night that if i dont stop asking ( Read more... )

well today is April 8th 2005.its doesent seem like that long ago but 5 years ago at this time i was going through one of the biggest heart aches of my whole life. my cousin Josh passed away in a car accident...the one person i felt at the time understood me the most...we had gotten so close the last 2 years of his life....i never could have ( Read more... )

the whole black mailing situation has been subsided i think...my cousins agreed to not say any thing...good...my boy friend and i got into a wreck sunday ..which im sure every body already knows that...im gonna miss his truck!!! RIP to the green machine..me and Grays aniversery is sunday...which he fotgot....imagine that....im not gonna make a big ( Read more... )

well thanks to an old friend theres a possibility i might be getting kicked out....thats if my aunt dosent hear about it.....when Gray had his party at the beach house Thomas came....no big deal...well he was disscussing with my cousin Joey what he did that passed weekend (note that this is my cousin Casey's husband who dislikes me and will rat me ( Read more... )

I made a 50 on my science test...BLAH! surpisingly enough i dont hate that class...i just procrastinate till the last minute and dont study the right way...im like that with every thing! im surprised i have the grades that i do...i cant wait for spring break to get here...i need a tan BADLY! im as pale as elmors glue and white tooth paste! oh well ( Read more... )

my weekend was awesome...i spent some quality time with Gray..which i really enjoyed cuz i dont get to see him all that much...its amazing how you can fight with some one and making up is the best part! ive noticed when Gray and i do fight its usally about the most stupidest shit. we definitly dont fight as much as we use to..im not sure if its ( Read more... )

2 words that put me in a joyous mood!

LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

well im finally getting in the kitchen and try to cook and bake...boy has it been interesting...more then i exspected ....god it would suck balls to be a house wife! i could never imagine waking up in the morning and my first thought to be...what do i have to clean today and what am i going to make for dinner? maybe i should just pass on the whole ( Read more... )