So I have 8 more days of classes. I am at my breaking point of anxiety and depression. I am to the point where I am even too anxious about studying to actually study. Please let me get through this last bit of school. I am so excited to move home and get to see Bubbie more and be able to relax. Please Please Please
Love,
Rachel

I did it again....I did not study enough and now I want to break down and cry. I want to get the grades I want, but at what price? I have to work harder and take school more seriously. Please do not let the test I took tonight ruin my grades. Please?

So today I had my first pharmaceutics 2 test and I messed up. I skipped a problem...ugh I want to cry...Please let me get through school with good grades and everyone I love with me
Love,
Rachel

I have my pharmaceutics test, communications lab test and pcol test this week...I want to cry...Please let me do well and not freak out...I want school to be done with...It stresses me out too much

My pcol/med chem final is tomorrow and it makes me want to cry. I am so nervous that I have spent more time thinking about studying than actually studying. I want all As this semester so I can take a break. I really really really want As.

My first of two finals is tomorrow and I am freaking out....I really really really want to do well and not be mad all next semester because i could have done better. I want to go on vacation and be able to relax knowing I got the best grades I can get and kept my GPA up where I want it to be. I want my family to stay proud of me.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know which company is the best choice. I hope I make the right decision.

Why can't things just go back to how they used to be? I was the kid and my parents and Bubbie and Zadie took care of me. Now I feel like an adult and do not want to be. I need a time machine.

I am back at school and legit cannot handle this....I am so stressed already about what I am going to have to do that I fell sick. i just want to cry all the time. I want to go home.
I really really really want to do well on my first quiz tomorrow and get through another semester doing well.

the orgo. II final is tomorrow....I really really really wanna do well....why can I not concentrate on studying? I am gonna be so upset if I do not do well. I also do not want to be 20. I want to stay a kid forever. I do not want anything to change. I really really really hope that my Auntie Rita is gonna be okay. I love her and never get to ( Read more... )