Actually, all the time. I feel like it's not okay for me to be sad. Like I have to be really happy all the time. And I usually am. Really happy all the time. But today I just want to be sad. Is that ok? My mom walked in and I was crying and freaked out and I'm sure she was thinking I'm depressed or something. Cuz she thought I was years ago ( Read more... )

Today, I'm just thinking about what I've done so far in my life...and I feel so accomplished. I got up this morning and went to teach economics to 5th graders. Now I'm going to vote in a little while, for the first time. It's so amazing to me that I'm voting for the president- I'm an adult now! wooooo! After I vote I'm going to work at the YMCA ( Read more... )

always makes me super emotional. In a good way. No matter where I read them I always feel like I could burst into tears...in a good way. By far the best thing you've ever shown me Kase ( Read more... )

of turning out ordinary

that I love my roommate! She is seriously one of the sweetest girls I have ever met and I feel like there is so much that she can teach me, and she can make me a better person. She works out every day (which makes me work out every day), eats healthy, she's very clean, and she likes trying to cook (it's kinda funny when we attempt). I just hope ( Read more... )

I watched the movie Blood Diamond last night. Kayla was in the valley (thank goodness for a real friend in the vicinity) and we were bored so we watched it together. The movie takes place in Africa, where they are in the midst of a civil war. There is the government, which is basically "good", and the rebels, which consist of many children that ( Read more... )

Things I am excited about ( Read more... )

since I've written anything in here! I miss writing! It's wierd...I was almost a little nervous to start. It seems like once I start I can't stop- I'm an addict! Things have been going well. I'm moving back to San Diego in a week and a day. I can't believe the summer went by so quickly. I know I'll be happy once I'm back, but it's hard to leave ( Read more... )

all you need is for someone to say "I believe in you ( Read more... )

I am very glad and proud that I am able to say that just about everything I have done in my life...I have done because I have wanted to do it. I have heard of so many people that are just doing things to please their parents...not a thing that they really want to do at all. I feel fortunate that my parents care about me but they don't really care ( Read more... )