It's been a while since I've been on here. I'm surprised I remembered my password ( Read more... )

I know this year won't be the same as last year. I want it to be different. I want my relationship with the person I fell in love with grow even stronger. We've been through so much in our year together. I want to grow more as person. I want to actually grow up a little more. I want to be able to finally move out on my own...move to where I ( Read more... )

I don't feel the christmas spirit this time around. Usually this is one of my favorite holidays, and I'm so excited. Maybe its lack of money, or due to me not being home. Nothing's really the same where I'm at. This makes me miss my family and friends back home ( Read more... )

I don't want to lose you.
Ever.

I've changed so much this year, for the better of course. I've grown up a lot more. I've gotten stronger. I've learned more about myself. I fell in love for the first time, and I got hurt. I made a major move, and adapted to it. I'm still making little mistakes here and there, but I'm learning how to fix them(nothing major, just money wise ( Read more... )

And lookin' back it seems I've always been a step behind
Little off-track and feelin' no one shared a frame of mine
Listenin' to records in my room to escape
Found some things I could relate with, I wore out the tape

We said
When I lose, every time I win, cause
No one will ever be
Messin' up stuff or doin' things wrong
Quite like me

No one will ( Read more... )

I've been cheating on you with tumblr. I decided it was time to come back and update a little bit ( Read more... )

My life so far, has been one journey. I'm still baffled on how I've met the people I've met, made friends with the people I've made friends with, and made it this far in my life. I've had more people that expected me to fail, than the handful of people that want me to make it. Those handful of people mean the world to me. A thank you, couldn't ( Read more... )

Funny how you can go +10 years without seeing people and they welcome you right back into the family. I went to my cousin's house last night and all of his wife's family was there. They were all excited to see me...made me feel good. Like even though I hadn't seen them for so many years they still cared ( Read more... )

I managed to literally sit around all day.
Tomorrow, I will be more productive.

I'm starting to feel homesick.
If my friend's pull through they'll be here soon.