prom was last night and my day started out really bad but once i saw chris jill n kevin i felt soo much better i had soo much fun! i loved it almost as much as i love my friends soo then today i went to chris's super awsome party lol and i saw everyone yay! i miss my step drama people! so pretty much the lesson i have learned is that even thou you ( Read more... )

havent updated in forever soo lets see umm this weekend was fun friday went to the stepinac dance n just hung out which actually turned out better then i thought it would n i must say chris engler is amazing n i def need to do something for him bc of how happy he made me on friday he is one of the bestest friends ever!!!!!! so then after the dance ( Read more... )

why does this always happen to me? what is the matter with me? i really wanna know
i hate people
and most of all i hate being me

soo havent updated in a long long time but yeah i just got back last night from Le Moyne and i really liked it except the theater it was kinda ehh not very pretty but now i have to figure out where i wanna go to college ahhh lil scary but tomorrow back to school tear but then play practice yay except one person urgg i feel horrible i think im ( Read more... )

so havent updated in a while but yeah so today me mom dad n neicy went to see uncle eddie which was fun but sad at the same time we went to lunch n he kept complimenting me n neicy (god i love him he seems to be able to make a girl feel great about herself) so yeah he seems to be doing good he got choked up a few times when we talked bout aunt ( Read more... )

RIP Aunt Marie
always missed and always loved

this weekend hasnt been going very good at all last night ehh came home n drank a bit then slept it off then woke up went down stairs hung out then made a sandwich my mom told me bout my aunt marie who is dying of cancer in the hospital n how they were gonna visit her so they left then john for something then bri soo im all alone n then i just ( Read more... )

soo today went by really slow!lunch was interesting thou i found out something pretty suprizing that im not the only one sick of a certain person but idk the thing that really bugs me bout her is how she does whatever she wants n totally disregards how others feel idk its just annoying but at least i have stepinac my sort of speak "safe haven" from ( Read more... )

soo havent updated in a while soo the play started so i have been really happy bc its alot of funn even though its weird bc the only mrhs girls r me jill mary n a fresh but its all good we wil still have fun then i take my SATs on saturday ahhh im gonna kill myslef i so dont want to take it again! o well maybe ill do better i hope so...

well lately i have been blahh bc to put it bluntly school sucks i only have a few classes with kristina and my lunch table has 3050803 people at it n i dont talk to anyone there really except kristina soo friday i sat with jill angela jakie rizzo mary and liz and it was nice bc it was soo different n people actually talk to eachother soo i have ( Read more... )