Comments | lil_lisa85: Saying Goodbye

lil_lisa85

Saying Goodbye

Feb 10, 2005 16:13

Have you ever had to say goodbye to someone that you love beyond reason? It is the most painful thing ever. I felt like I was ripping out my own heart and stabbing it over and over again.

I had to say goodbye to Mike today. I got to talk to him last night while he was at the hotel. And he called me today from the airport while he was waiting for ( Read more... )

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anitffen February 11 2005, 11:10:44 UTC

Ok, so I'm cynical...shoot me...but I was sitting here thinking, "How could he have become her EVERYTHING in only like two weeks?" Then, I had a self-redeeming thought, maybe he is so much to you BECAUSE you only had two weeks...ya know?

lil_lisa85 February 11 2005, 18:14:22 UTC

No that's not it. He was trying to get out of the Navy. Yes the fact that he was leaving made it hard Tina, but dude. You can't fake these feelings. Most people think I am being stupid about this, but I cant help it, and I'm not going to apologize for the way that I feel. If it was all about him leaving then I wouldnt be here waiting for him. i dont want anyone else. He doesnt want anyone else either. God these are feelings that you cant describe. It something that you can only understand them once you FEEL them. Does it make sense? No. But then when does honest to god love ever?

afskater February 15 2005, 17:03:45 UTC

well I think you make good sense, but then agian I have been there and through that. I know its tough is so many regards you could hear stories upon stories about them, but the best of luck through it all and if you ever need someone else to talk to, Im always around.

anitffen February 16 2005, 10:17:19 UTC

Ok, I'm gonna need you to read that again and see that I wasn't rebuking you, instead, I was trying to tell you that I DO get it. What I was saying is that MOST people would question how you could have such strong feelings for a person after such a small amount of time, but that with a little reflection I realized that a lot of why you developed your feelings so quickly could be because you DIDN'T have much time with him. Get it? I know he's trying to get out...I know how hard it is to be seperated from someone you love...remember how I was before break??? That was only a two week seperation...AND I could call him every day.