remember when you could smile for no reason? or crack a joke and everyone would laugh? yea me either! times have changed everyones changed, ive changed! ive become mean! not caring about what others thought! all because i was leaving! all because i wont have to see any of these people after graduation! WOW! and if i do i can lok the other way and ( Read more... )

i got a call from my sister the other day and the first thing she said was your voice seems happier you seem happy right now?! and you kow what i said of course!

ive been great! everyones been great?! i dont know why! im so happyy! i love the way life is but im glad and ready to get out of here and move on to bigger better things.

even though im ( Read more... )

i went to sleep happy for the firsttim ein a long time last night ( Read more... )

im sorry i hurt you, but this is hurting me alot more then you think.

baseball lost the second game in a row to teams that arent even that good. way to go guys! i dont understand whats goin thorugh your heads but you need to get it in your heads that yall arent the shit and start acting like yall play baseball for high school not the major leagues ( Read more... )

we won.

its pretty exciting...

other than that im sad softball could be over! were going to playoffs woohoooo! and ten its over theres no point in going to school anymore! everything else about school sucks! maybe ill join football for the last couple weeks! ha thatd be funny.

ohter then that things are horrible, i cant think straight i dont know ( Read more... )

i did it again... i broke down thurs night, i coulnt help myself im so out of it and i cant keep my mind on anything! so many things have gone on in the past month and its all driving me insane! i cant take it anymore! i dont want anything like this to happen anymore no more hearts broken no more deaths no more fights no more drama no more anything ( Read more... )

wow so today wasnt that bad! school actually wasnt that bad. different. pro because i didnt go to any of my classes except math and physics which are okay classes ( Read more... )

you have to be the luckeiest girl inthe world! im so glad you decided to go in and i had help with it! and its not even a bad thing its either a hit or miss! gosh you make me want a guy... oh wait i do but hmm he calls everyone else except me! YIPPEEE! this is driving me nuts and im glad its just mature drama now! thats a good summary of it all.

im ( Read more... )

i dont understand whats really going on right now? toooo much hate inthe world! its wild! i mean the only way to fix things is to talk about it thats the only way to get thigns done, if you dont know what it is you dont know what to do with it! it kind of makes me sad... its kind of wrong in a way though but thats my thought my opinion something i ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days when you want to try heroin,
drunk driving, some form of soft suicide?
Sitting in silence and staring at ceilings or peeling the paint off of things to confide.
Teach me to wiggle my ears like that,
show me the scar that you got when you fell off your bike.
Ask me the questions you never want answers to.
We can re- ( Read more... )