so i want a boyfriend. i don't want to be treated like crap anymore because i get enough of that from my parents. i don't want to be used and i don't want people to be thinking i'm easy to get with because that's not the case. it's actually hard. i'm just sick of being alone and not having anyone to talk to anymore and i just want someone that i ( Read more... )

i miss being around him and i don't like not knowing anything.

oh joshua. you're gay but i love you.

alex came over today. that was cute. we watched some tv then he took me to work. then when i got home i ate dinner, watched andy milonakis with ward then played some DDR. then alex came over again. we watched real world together then brittany and luke came over. and we all watched fast times at ridgemont high. well then everyone left oh well it was ( Read more... )

party last night. pretty good. poor travis. i<3him and i must say i was pretty upset with the whole thing gosh it sucked. ugh i miss alex and now i'm grounded and can't do anything.

--Tuesday ( Read more... )

just got back from up north it was pretty not fun. i burnt my finger lighting a firework so that was gayy. but i'm going to cedar point this week with possibly with michelle perhaps with mr. brandon yay. and jenn's gay and doesn't like to talk to me anymore which breaks my heart but at least i got steve who is pretty much the sweetest kid ever :-) ( Read more... )

Wednesday---well i hung out with JoshH, Craig, JoshM and Jennie. we really had absolutely nothing to do and it was all a waste. so we went bowling which was crap. then when we arrived at Jennie's home we watched television with her family ( Read more... )

so i've decided to pour my heart out to everyone about my one true love...jennifer rapier. well when i first saw this girl around school i must admit i thought she was a freak and a weirdo and i never thought that i'd be able to stand her. then towards the end of the year for some odd reason we began to talk probably because she was dating my ( Read more... )

well not much has been happening i went to chrissy's last night ahh i love her i had to go to parties with my mother before so that sucked and yeah camp dearborn was fun i loved it i saw mike and i love that kid and yeah now i'm grounded for a few days because my mom sucks and i hate my life and i suck so bad ugh i hate her

oh gosh so i'm at brandons right now and we went to chrissys party last night and might i say i fell in love with chrissy and nicole ahh they're so adorable and it pretty much sucks that i meet chrissy now when she has to move :-( but i will have to hang out with her again before that happens yay i had so much fun and i pretty much only slept a ( Read more... )