wow life really knows how to make you realize you're not in control. after the "wonderful" announcement of above-the-lines, when i found out i am audience services manager (by the way, blake morales had this position my freshman year...enough said) i pretty much decided sharla highly dislikes me. i'm not going to say hate, because that's a little ( Read more... )

wow, california. at a party at the theatre tonight, a 31-year old director asked if he could kiss me. and i said "oh i just don't know about that." this california business is ridiculous. but i ran into liz jenkins and brian hostenske tonight which was fabulous so i'll actually get to hang out with people i know ( Read more... )

Hey guys.

As you probably noticed, I've been on a LJ hiatus, while I posted in one for my family while I'm in England.  Well the lovely Harlaxton semester ends on Wednesday, then I'm taking an amazing 8-day tour of Spain.  THEN HOME!  Well, after home, I'm going to Evansville for a while, then back home for a few more days.

Apparently I love ( Read more... )

johaNNA AND I are drunk. we are currently having a lot of fun because there are 6 people in our room. we are giggly and giddy and telling stories and reminding each other how much we love each other. it makes me happy. i SHOULD be calling my boyfriend and telling him he is wonderful because he is, but i'm not. oops. bed time!!

-hel-bel-

i really need to update more. but i really want to go to bed ( Read more... )

so i'm absolutely horrible at updating this. so much has gone on in the past month and a half. i honestly feel like a completely new person. being an orientation leader has done more things for me than i ever though imaginable. and most of it is just a mental frame of mind. it's astonishing, really. i can't wait to go to harlaxton next ( Read more... )

so i'm not a huge fan of realizing that i'm actually interested in someone. part of me likes to believe that i am self-sufficient and that i don't need someone else...yet i can't deny the fact that i am obviously thinking about someone so much more than occasionaly. great.

-hel-bel-

i just need to tell every single one of my friends that they are amazing.

seriously, this summer is turning out to be such an interesting and ( Read more... )

i've been soooooooooo horrible about updating. my bad.

i've been very busy. i got a ( Read more... )

my mind is running at the speed of a mile a minute. i really don't actually know what i'm doing right now. i wish i could be curled up in a ball watching a movie but i'm probably aimlessly driving around lincoln doing something. yes something. f-off : )

-hel-bel-

more details will follow once i figure out my own frame of mind.