have you ever gone agianst everything you told yourself you were never gonna do? Well, i keep doin that shit but every time i do it, things seem like they get better and better. this week end has been ....really...JUICY and really fun. its made me realize my true feelings. but it kind of makes me sad because when someone makes you feel so good ( Read more... )

today was straight cuz i had a good day at school and then sarah and i went out for lunch and then me her and sam chilled after school. then we ended up goin to musk. to get me a toat bag and then back here and i seen my baby walkin down the road and so he hopped in the car and then we chilled for a little while. i love him so much and he is the ( Read more... )

Tonight was kinna bogue cuz i really dint do nothin but i did get to see my bu bu today for a split second ( Read more... )

its been a while since i wrote shit in here because i havent had time to do it. Lately things have been really kaotick. i been chillen with sam and sarah alot cuz sarah been havin the day off ( Read more... )

Last night was the night i had been waitin for. i finally got what i wanted but when i did, i kind of just sood there and smiled cuz it was not at all what i exspected. But today is a new day thatll bring new exsperiences to the table for all three of us. tonight is gonna be one hell of a night, especially when we go to the drive inns. thatas gone ( Read more... )

So sarah camed and got me and big sam from my place last night around 8 30 and we had no idea what we were gonna do cuz there isnt much to do on a wednsday night ( Read more... )

After last night i dont wanna go no where at all besides my own neighborhood. the shit i was in and seen last night make me wanna scream cry and laugh all at the same time ( Read more... )

Today was kinna tight cuz i woked up and my g-pa was in a really good mood for some odd reason and we had just discussed last night how i can stay at sarah's this weekend and he said he dint care. i think i am actually begining to gain his trust back ( Read more... )

today i woked up around 2 thinkin to myself that today was gonna go real good cuz sarah is ungrounded and we can chill tonight. i really wish Big sam could come with us but there will always be other nights we can all chill together agian. right now we just gonna have to chill us two and do what we do best... look good and stay crazed ( Read more... )

today was a day of anticipation cuz i wanted sarah to hurry up and get home from work to see what her dad had to say about the whole interracial dating thing and about me driving her car ( Read more... )